I hurt myself today
Trigger warning: cutting and blood
Bad Day – David Powter
Iris – Goo Goo Dolls
Hurt – Johnny Cash
Stuck in a moment – U2
I wear a mask. I’m a shiny happy person in public. Nobody wants to hear that my heart feels dead or that I fantasize about hurting myself. I don’t actually want to die but I’m bored of living this life.
Under the mask, I am a mess. I feel like I’m walking waist-deep in mud because everything is such a fucking struggle.
I got to find some kind of way out of here.
This vid combines my love of this utterly fab song and my love of Doctor Who.
There’s nothing like a song with this much black humour.
Suits my mood nicely
So apparently I’ve been sick which is why I’m so tired, well that and insomnia. I’ve also been bitten by many ants and my ankles are itchy. Bloody ants.
Maybe more cowbell is the answer or maybe some Blackadder
Jay Smooth is the man