I’m going home in a few weeks and for my employer to cover my insurance for an additional six months they need a note from my doctor. My SSRI prescriptor won’t put his ass on the line for anything
because he is totally incompetent. He told me that he needed a report from my ex shrink.
My ex shrink who I fired in August due to her manipulation say she destroyed the notes she took as I requested and wrote it from memory. The report damns me completely. She pulled a diagnosis out of her ass of Borderline Personality Disorder and/or Narcissistic Personality Disorder and blames my depression on these “personality” disorders.
Her diagnosis is based on
– I’m in denial about my fat because I’m not ashamed, embarrassed or whatever of it
– I wouldn’t play nice with a friend who betrayed my trust
– I was bitching about Hell (it’s hot and sweaty and people laugh and point at me constantly)
– that I have few friends/conflicts with peers (complete bullshit except for the one who betrayed me)
I disagree utterly with everything in the report. She even got my home country wrong. I’ve got to kill that report. How could I possibly get treated and get better with such a mistaken diagnosis. What I actually
have (she told me when we were on good terms) is PTSD and compassion fatigue from a friend almost dying in my arms, two rapes, 18 months of looking at and reading about serious human rights violations and a motorbike accident.
If I don’t submit the report then I don’t get the insurance extension. I really don’t know what to do but my instinct is to trash the report and hope that I’ll qualify for a medical card when I get home.