Disjointed thoughts

What is the point of living? I mean in a philosophical way rather than a suicidal way. It’s Sunday afternoon and I don’t want to write. I don’t want to read. I don’t want to watch TV.

All I want is to sleep or get fucked up or something. Now rationally I know it’s because I’m depressed. People do things they like during their free time. Just because I don’t want to do anything doesn’t mean that life is not worth living.

One of my docs upped my ssri meds to 150mg. I’m not sure it will work.

I just want to sort of melt into the floor and sleep.


2 responses to “Disjointed thoughts

  1. Hear Hear.
    Hang in there DS, I know EXACTLY where you are coming from

    Lola xxx

  2. Yeah life seems dull and meaningless. It’s hard to continue when the world is grey. Hang in there you too Lola. Take care of yourself

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