I feel like I’m going to vomit. My mother has found out about my father’s infidelities and she says that it won’t change our lives but how can it not. Gotta pretend that everything is OK when it is not. I am lost in emotion, rolling on a wave of nausea, tears and night. I don’t know whether to bottle things up or try and talk it out.
I can’t spell
I can’t find the right words
I feel sick
I feel exhausted
I don’t know what to say
Constantly on the verge of tears
Don’t know what to do
Losing my mind
Should I take time off
I’ll be fine if I can just keep my cool
Must get my shit together. Must be strong.